Sunday, October 10, 2010

The Night Stands Still




I've been up all night, contemplating about whether or not it is worth it to fall asleep
My eyes are bloodshot and swollen
and my hair is hard from the tears
It's unfortunate that I've allowed myself to come to this ending
My heart, it hurts more than a heart attack itself
I hate this, and I really hate myself




I wonder if I do fall asleep,
Will I be able to dream?
Would I wake up from a nightmare
screaming
or will I wake up from bliss
smiling
Neither are dreams that I wish to have




Dreaming has ended for me
The hopes that I once had
are all disappearing




-Liv

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