I have not been able to concentrate much.
Things seem to be a blur to me.
I have no idea why I am here, in a place where I am miserable, lonely and scared.
It is a very sad feeling to be in the position that I am.
I cannot get myself to eat, because I feel guilt everywhere.
Everything I touch is wrong.
I have come to the terms that this may not be the place for me to be.
I should have stuck to my original plan.
I should have stayed where I was.
But most importantly,
I should have never told him that this was more important.